rox
aka holy emperor king

designations
infp, 6w5,
♐♑ sun, moon

fandoms
video games (FF, dragon age, fantasy genre mostly), fist of the north star

what you'll find here
i cannot in good faith tell you what to expect. it varies a lot. but this is a fandom blog usually

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1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.

2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.

3. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.

4. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.

5. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.

6. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.

7. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway? Get fuck you tattooed in tiny letters on your hip.

8. When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.

9. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.

10. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.

Live. Live.

Live.

Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up.

fuckyeahvarric:

the-witch-of-the-wilds:

What. Did. You. Do. To. Varric?

I like to imagine that this is what Varric would wear to a costume party.
“Varric…what exactly IS your costume supposed to be? You just look like…well…a weird version of yourself.”
“Exactly, Hawke. I’m an alternate universe version of myself that no one wants.”

fuckyeahvarric:

the-witch-of-the-wilds:

What. Did. You. Do. To. Varric?

I like to imagine that this is what Varric would wear to a costume party.

“Varric…what exactly IS your costume supposed to be? You just look like…well…a weird version of yourself.”

“Exactly, Hawke. I’m an alternate universe version of myself that no one wants.”

fuckyeahsexeducation:

If I were to make t-shirts that said “Save people, not boobies”, with proceeds going to breast cancer organizations (that aren’t the Susan G. Komen foundation or any other organizations with similar practices) would people buy them?

I think it’s partially the way he’s acting, but dicaprio looks halfway like philip seymour hoffman here..

(Source: gatsbyful)

thundercaya:

He would, too.

idk why but this one made me laugh for real. wait, no, it’s definitely tracy’s expression.. and cole’s expression.. just what is going on here really

thundercaya:

He would, too.

idk why but this one made me laugh for real. wait, no, it’s definitely tracy’s expression.. and cole’s expression.. just what is going on here really